ME ;
CHRISTIEJANEPILLAY
17 years going on 18
07 MAY 89
GREEN
saint theresa's convent
one bernadette
two bernadette
three deirdre
four deirdre
ngee ann poly business studies
TB 05
st ANTHONY'S church
Lord's Vineyard
AMPLIFY
passion play 2006
st john vianney play
five golden rings play
wishings
i want those GORGEOUS set of colourpencils that have 120 colours, but is like $298.40. art friend.i want those pretty stamps me and AMAZING saw at taka.
i want that black ipod VIDEO!
i want that pretty zara knit top.
i want that striped mango top
i want that mondo striped purple shoe
i want a new handbag.
i want plenty of SKITTLES and M&M's!
i want a new pair of BIRKENSTOCKs.
i want abs like nicole schnerzinger or fergie.
i want to revamp my room.
i want that $599 casio 6 mega pixel camera.
i want to learn to play the drums, and xi yao and charles and jo and keith and william can teach me.
i want a new pair of HAVAINNAS. soon lah.
i want be able to take INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS next year.
i want LOVE that lasts forever.
AND AMAZING GAVE HER THAT!
REMINISCING
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
June 2007
LOVES OF MY LIFE (:
adeline'
angelyn'
avlyn'
antaeus'
bernard'
claudine'
charles'
charm'
dara'
deon'
dora'
dinesh'
drey'
jasmine'
jeremy'
joscelyn'
beloved cousin'
karmila'
laurie'
larris'
lexine'
manda'
melissa'
nathalieROCKS'
nessa'
nini'
peiwen'
sean'
shabin'
sheryl'
shyla'
stephy'
suemaine'
vankelly'
yishan'
yolanda'
SPEAK UP.
mocking
* Friday, October 13
OOH.
BIRTHDAY PARTY!
HAHA.
we all met at the BROKEN bench,
that one that LARRIS LIEW
broke because he sat on it!
then father asked us to attend mass.
after mass,
the whole gang of us went over
to sean's place for dinner yesterday!
desmondng,
larris,
danny,
sean,
lexine,
avlyn,
anthony,
antaeus,
keith,
and me.
not forgetting the birthday boy's parents of course.
cause aunty judith pitied sean all.
damn funny.
she cooked spagetti
and salad
and sausages
and french fries
and nuggets.
we had so much to eat,
and were damn full.
then larris,
being himself,
was eating lettuce leaves with sapgetti sauce and cheese.
and aunty judith called it PHILLIPINO style!
HAHAHHAHA.
and after all that eating,
laughing at that moment
wasnt such a good idea after all.
we didnt stay for all that long actually.
left around 9 plus,
then some went to play pool,
the reat went HOME,
including me.
the time we spend apart
will make our love grow stronger
but it hurts so bad
i cant take it any longer
i wanna grow old with you
i wanna die lying in your arms
i wanna grow old with you
i wanna be looking in your eyes
i wanna be there for you
sharing in everything you do
i wanna grow old with you.
i wanna die lying in your arms
i wanna grow old with you
i wanna be looking in your eyes
i wanna be there for you
sharing in everything you do
i wanna grow old with you.
im scared.
some people are just in the midst of
DISAPPEARING
totally from the face of this earth.
and intend to live on some other planet.
they are so packed
that they dont know what to do.
and i feel so helpless.
i really do.
im trying to help.
but with what?
most of the things are so out of my league.
the kind of things that
i would not have the right to help out in.
and sometimes,
all i can do is give that person one big hug.
and hope that they will be alright.
and it actually works.
that's what we need sometimes,
a hug to cheer us up,
and make all our troubles go away,
for the time being though.
why cant we just cooperate?
and help each other out.
thats what friends are for.
thats what friends do.
with my phone buddy,
on this topic.
and we said EVERYTHING out.
i mean,
isnt that what we're supposed to do?
be OPEN about everything?
that's what my phone buddy does.
i know that even if i change for the worst,
he will be there to help me and guide me.
i know that
the past and future
are not as important as the PRESENT.
and that he will always be there for me,
no matter how annoying i become,
because IRRITATING IS SPECIAL.
HAHA.
he said so himself.
right phone buddy?
the one where we talked about
the miniature shrubs in the bus,
and about beating around the bush.
THAT ONE.
and you better know that
i'll always be here for you TOO!
OOH.
I LOVE MY PHONE BUDDY BUNDLELOADS! ((:
this song's chorus is for you.
cause i know my GOD saved the day
some people are just in the midst of
DISAPPEARING
totally from the face of this earth.
and intend to live on some other planet.
they are so packed
that they dont know what to do.
and i feel so helpless.
i really do.
im trying to help.
but with what?
most of the things are so out of my league.
the kind of things that
i would not have the right to help out in.
and sometimes,
all i can do is give that person one big hug.
and hope that they will be alright.
and it actually works.
that's what we need sometimes,
a hug to cheer us up,
and make all our troubles go away,
for the time being though.
why cant we just cooperate?
and help each other out.
thats what friends are for.
thats what friends do.
tell the world that JESUS lives
tell the world now
tell the world now
tell the world that HE died for them
tell the world that lives again.
i had a very nice conversationtell the world now
tell the world now
tell the world that HE died for them
tell the world that lives again.
AND,
why are we so AFRAID
to tell people how we feel about them?
if there is something
we dont like about someone,
like their actions or words.
why cant we just pluck up the courage
to let them know,
that the things that they are doing
dont appeal to them,
or worse,
annoy them.
we cant just keep it in,
and then pretend nothing happened the next day.
they have to know sooner or later.
someone is bound to get hurt.
truth hurts.
and you cant escape that.
sometimes some people are not aware
that what they are doing is hurting others.
thats why they need friends to let them know.
ignoring the problem,
will just make things worse.
trust me,
its happened before.
you get annoyed with someone
over just a mere comment that the person made.
and because you dont like it,
you get angry.
thats the worse case scenario.
where ANGER turns to HATE.
its a very strong word.
not to be trifled with.
this song is for anyone
who feels that no one loves you.
know that YOU GOT ME AND JESUS.
when there's no where else to turn
all your bridges have been burned
feels like you've hit rock bottom
dont give up its not the end
dont bend up your heart again
when you feel like no one
understands where you are
someone loves you
even when you dont think so
dont you know
you got me and JESUS
by your side
through the fire
in your own
you got me and JESUS
after all that we've been through
by now you know i've doubted too
but everytime my head was in my hands
you said to me
someone loves you
even when you dont think so
dont you know
you got me and JESUS
by your side
through the fire
in your own
you got me and JESUS.
why are we so AFRAID
to tell people how we feel about them?
if there is something
we dont like about someone,
like their actions or words.
why cant we just pluck up the courage
to let them know,
that the things that they are doing
dont appeal to them,
or worse,
annoy them.
we cant just keep it in,
and then pretend nothing happened the next day.
they have to know sooner or later.
someone is bound to get hurt.
truth hurts.
and you cant escape that.
sometimes some people are not aware
that what they are doing is hurting others.
thats why they need friends to let them know.
ignoring the problem,
will just make things worse.
trust me,
its happened before.
you get annoyed with someone
over just a mere comment that the person made.
and because you dont like it,
you get angry.
thats the worse case scenario.
where ANGER turns to HATE.
its a very strong word.
not to be trifled with.
this song is for anyone
who feels that no one loves you.
know that YOU GOT ME AND JESUS.
when there's no where else to turn
all your bridges have been burned
feels like you've hit rock bottom
dont give up its not the end
dont bend up your heart again
when you feel like no one
understands where you are
someone loves you
even when you dont think so
dont you know
you got me and JESUS
by your side
through the fire
in your own
you got me and JESUS
after all that we've been through
by now you know i've doubted too
but everytime my head was in my hands
you said to me
someone loves you
even when you dont think so
dont you know
you got me and JESUS
by your side
through the fire
in your own
you got me and JESUS.
with my phone buddy,
on this topic.
and we said EVERYTHING out.
i mean,
isnt that what we're supposed to do?
be OPEN about everything?
that's what my phone buddy does.
i know that even if i change for the worst,
he will be there to help me and guide me.
i know that
the past and future
are not as important as the PRESENT.
and that he will always be there for me,
no matter how annoying i become,
because IRRITATING IS SPECIAL.
HAHA.
he said so himself.
right phone buddy?
the one where we talked about
the miniature shrubs in the bus,
and about beating around the bush.
THAT ONE.
and you better know that
i'll always be here for you TOO!
OOH.
I LOVE MY PHONE BUDDY BUNDLELOADS! ((:
this song's chorus is for you.
cause i know my GOD saved the day
and i know HIS word never fails
and i know my GOD will wait for me
salvation is here.
and i know my GOD will wait for me
salvation is here.
7:00:00 pm